Vì Mai, tôi sống vì Mai. Vì Mai. San San
Can’t sleep because I miss Mai too much. Still not to learn to handle this crying thing bullshit yet.
Better watch a film and listen to some music then sleep.
P/S: It’s raining outside. I feel like sky really loves me. Thanks for your lovely rain. It heals a lot.
I miss Mai. I want to stay next to her right now. Hug her and whisper to her ear that “I love her so much”. *smiling*
These days, in my mind, I realize what I am scared the most is there is nothing to do and I can’t go forward in my life.
Heard many story about my friend that his gf betrayed him after 9 years, another friend of friend ‘s wife slept with another man after 2 years of marriage. Friend heard that said they can’t believe in woman anymore. I replied back :” I don’t fucking care. I have my own belief. You got betrayed then kick the fuck out of her and make another woman feel happy. The Golden Age of woman is short. Right ?”. But sometime you put too much belief on one person and you thought you gonna live with them for entire life. Then you lost everything. Can’t help it. I did.
I also start saving money. Better start organizing my financial.
Because of Mai. For Mai.