I am a Demon. We are Diamond Dogs.

For Mai, Because of Mai, Forever and more. When a young man fall in love, suddenlly he know who he is, what he wanna be, where he belong to, what worth fighting for, what he needed to do. Finally, he realize he will have to grow up. Turning into something beyond the person he thought he could be.
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  • Can’t describe how beautiful this image is. Tears drop on my phone.

    It remind me of Mai. Look at how beautiful she look from behind. Mai lookalike.

    P/S: Just throw my own body to the bed. Hands and legs are twitching. It’s not over yet. I’m crying out loud.

    (Source: geo-wee, via tatubi)

    “ Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could. ”

    —    Louise Erdrich, The Painted Drum LP

    (Source: observando, via anandaily)

    Can’t sleep because I miss Mai too much. Still not to learn to handle this crying thing bullshit yet. 

    Better watch a film and listen to some music then sleep.

    P/S: It’s raining outside. I feel like sky really loves me. Thanks for your lovely rain. It heals a lot.

    I miss Mai. I want to stay next to her right now. Hug her and whisper to her ear that “I love her so much”. *smiling*

    These days, in my mind, I realize what I am scared the most is there is nothing to do and I can’t go forward in my life. 

    Heard many story about my friend that his gf betrayed him after 9 years, another friend of friend ‘s wife slept with another man after 2 years of marriage. Friend heard that said they can’t believe in woman anymore. I replied back :” I don’t fucking care. I have my own belief. You got betrayed then kick the fuck out of her and make another woman feel happy. The Golden Age of woman is short. Right ?”. But sometime you put too much belief on one person and you thought you gonna live with them for entire life. Then you lost everything. Can’t help it. I did.

    I also start saving money. Better start organizing my financial. 

    Because of Mai. For Mai.

    Well done, this is enough. (at Home Sweet Home)

    I think I will burn the other one btw. I just wanna go with Mai.

    At least there is something to do and see.

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