Green Is the Colour

For Mai, Because of Mai. When a young man fall in love, suddenlly he know who he is, what he wanna be, where he belong to, what worth fighting for, what he needed to do. Finally, he realize he will have to grow up. Turning into something beyond the person he thought he could be.

Plenty of good books in library. Suddenly pure black appeared.
Japan foudation of culture just opened library here. Recommend for everyone.

Plenty of good books in library. Suddenly pure black appeared.
Japan foudation of culture just opened library here. Recommend for everyone.

(Source: fassyy, via chainsmokingandbaudelaire)

Đó là khi bạn lấy được một đống vé kịch và múa cho bố mẹ bạn đi xem. Bố mẹ đã về hưu rồi, một ngày lặp lại quanh quẩn ở nhà. Đó là khi bạn chưa làm được gì to tát cả, bạn dành thời gian cho bố mẹ. Đi xem kịch cùng bố mẹ. Báo hiếu bằng những việc nhỏ. Đó là khi bạn kiếm được 4 vé trong cùng một ngày và bạn ước rằng tấm vé còn lại là dành cho Mai. Và bạn muốn đi xem cùng cô ấy và cả gia đình mình. Và rồi bạn ước rằng có thể nói với bố mẹ kiểu kiểu thế này ” Bố mẹ mà không đi thì không được gặp bạn gái của con đâu !” =) Haha. Ước gì tôi được đi cùng Mai. Và tôi vẫn còn 2 vé cho buổi diễn ngay mai nữa. Chỉ có 2 bọn tôi thôi. Ước gì. hahaahahahahahah. Chỉ là ước thôi. Một buổi diễn đi một mình. Một buổi đi cùng gia đình. Còn một buổi nữa chỉ muốn đi cùng Mai. Giá mà điều đấy thành sự thật. 
Kịch Vòng Phấn rất hay. Đó cùng là lúc khi mà vở kịch kết thúc. Khán giá vẫn đứng dậy vỗ tay clap clap trong vòng 15 phút. Một cảm giác mà từ rất lâu rồi tôi mới có lại được. 

Đó là khi bạn lấy được một đống vé kịch và múa cho bố mẹ bạn đi xem. Bố mẹ đã về hưu rồi, một ngày lặp lại quanh quẩn ở nhà. Đó là khi bạn chưa làm được gì to tát cả, bạn dành thời gian cho bố mẹ. Đi xem kịch cùng bố mẹ. Báo hiếu bằng những việc nhỏ. Đó là khi bạn kiếm được 4 vé trong cùng một ngày và bạn ước rằng tấm vé còn lại là dành cho Mai. Và bạn muốn đi xem cùng cô ấy và cả gia đình mình. Và rồi bạn ước rằng có thể nói với bố mẹ kiểu kiểu thế này ” Bố mẹ mà không đi thì không được gặp bạn gái của con đâu !” =) Haha. Ước gì tôi được đi cùng Mai. Và tôi vẫn còn 2 vé cho buổi diễn ngay mai nữa. Chỉ có 2 bọn tôi thôi. Ước gì. hahaahahahahahah. Chỉ là ước thôi. Một buổi diễn đi một mình. Một buổi đi cùng gia đình. Còn một buổi nữa chỉ muốn đi cùng Mai. Giá mà điều đấy thành sự thật. 

Kịch Vòng Phấn rất hay. Đó cùng là lúc khi mà vở kịch kết thúc. Khán giá vẫn đứng dậy vỗ tay clap clap trong vòng 15 phút. Một cảm giác mà từ rất lâu rồi tôi mới có lại được. 

Tại sao cô ấy yêu người khác nhanh vậy. Tại sao ? Cô ấy dễ dàng vậy sao ? Cô ấy nói muốn ở một mình là nói dối sao ? Tôi đã chờ Mai. Tôi đã chờ cô ấy. Cô ấy đã có người yêu. Cô ấy có hạnh phúc không? Tôi yêu Mai nhiều. 

Nhiều thứ phải suy nghĩ và làm quá. Sức khỏe, học hành, trường lớp, công việc, nhà cửa. Nhà vẫn chưa bán, đất vẫn chưa xây nhà được. Nghèo quá. Cưới vợ nữa. Muốn đi đây đi đó. Muốn phượt. Muốn cưới Mai sống đến cuối đời. Yêu Mai nhiều. Tôi yêu Mai nhiều lắm.  

Omg, busy making Cha Ca with Mom and Dad. I forgot to go to take tickets for Bristish Film Festival. OM-Fucking-God. Now I can’t get any cause I don’t know any people have it. 

Nevermind then, that momment when you search google and know all those films can be downloaded and watch at home. It’s not like German Films Rolf. 

Also I can’t contact Mai. If I have tickets, I can’t even invite her. And I think She got her tickets then. She gonna have good times with her boyfriend. That’s kill me the most.

I’m also busy this week, there’re tons of works and I have to get out of this school. So no films. No events at all.

Dang~, I have no regret that I forgot to go for films tickets. I just had a good time with my parents.

Mom and Dad are retired. Just refined things they do on monday. Better than eating outside though. :x (at Home Sweet Home)

Mom and Dad are retired. Just refined things they do on monday. Better than eating outside though. :x (at Home Sweet Home)

Wish Mai was here.
CoCC + Proportions + Mimetals is the best show ever ! 
CoCC really made my day. And. When they start singing “Em đâu rồi.”, I already know it gonna be best song ever made. That momment when you start flowing with the song. Feel like got drugged and thinking about Mai. Touching, heart breaking. So fucking ma mị. Dang~ , I’m in love with this band. And Me and everyone start headbanging. That’s fucking heal my pain.
Bonus clip for you guys: Click Here
(Photo taken by me)

Wish Mai was here.

CoCC + Proportions + Mimetals is the best show ever ! 

CoCC really made my day. And. When they start singing “Em đâu rồi.”, I already know it gonna be best song ever made. That momment when you start flowing with the song. Feel like got drugged and thinking about Mai. Touching, heart breaking. So fucking ma mị. Dang~ , I’m in love with this band. And Me and everyone start headbanging. That’s fucking heal my pain.

Bonus clip for you guys: Click Here

(Photo taken by me)

8:50 a.m, tập tạ quá sức bị phá cơ. Cơ vai vẫn run run mặc dù chỉ có nằm trên giường.

P/S: Không cầm nổi bát cơm. :-ss
Taxi Driver‘s still stucked in my mind these days. Mai resemble Betsy (Cybill Shepherd) a lots. I can’t get get rid of her image out of my mind.
I keep thinking and thinking over and over and over again of the film ending. 

The jazz music with much of blue in it. When travis drive taxi at night, have jazz. When travis have a date with betsy, same jazz song. When the bastard hipster lie to poor little girl, saying he love her just to use her, jazz begin. And that jazz song play in the end, when Betsy sit in Travis taxi going home, her image through the mirror is so perfect. The jazz theme song cover so many emotions, depression, lie, love, happy, will, dark, isolation, madness, garbage, … etc.

I think about the last conversation the most. It’s kind of open ending. There are so many ways to explain those meanings. I notice every face expression, light, color, words.

Betsy: “Travis, How much was it?”
(How much money I have to pay ?
How much pain I have caused on you since then?
How much time did you take to recover from that pain?
How much time do we have so we will have another chance again?
How much time ?
… )Travis: “So long.”
(You don’t own me anything. That things I do for my love as always.
I am the one who caused pain on you, make you fear. You don’t have to pay anything. I didn’t accept who you are.
So long. I want to see you again. *17 days of Palatine nomination*
See you soon.
I still love you. For another chance.
…)

And I love when Betsy’s still looking at Travis taxi until it gone. And the way Travis’s still looking at mirror until Betsy went safe in house. He rotate the mirror after she went inside home. I love the way Travis care about her. With a manner.

And those two sentences got me thinking for days. Remind me of my relationship with Mai. Cause I look for chances to see her again. Cause I love Mai so much.

So long. I love Mai. For so long. Taxi Driver‘s still stucked in my mind these days. Mai resemble Betsy (Cybill Shepherd) a lots. I can’t get get rid of her image out of my mind.
I keep thinking and thinking over and over and over again of the film ending. 

The jazz music with much of blue in it. When travis drive taxi at night, have jazz. When travis have a date with betsy, same jazz song. When the bastard hipster lie to poor little girl, saying he love her just to use her, jazz begin. And that jazz song play in the end, when Betsy sit in Travis taxi going home, her image through the mirror is so perfect. The jazz theme song cover so many emotions, depression, lie, love, happy, will, dark, isolation, madness, garbage, … etc.

I think about the last conversation the most. It’s kind of open ending. There are so many ways to explain those meanings. I notice every face expression, light, color, words.

Betsy: “Travis, How much was it?”
(How much money I have to pay ?
How much pain I have caused on you since then?
How much time did you take to recover from that pain?
How much time do we have so we will have another chance again?
How much time ?
… )Travis: “So long.”
(You don’t own me anything. That things I do for my love as always.
I am the one who caused pain on you, make you fear. You don’t have to pay anything. I didn’t accept who you are.
So long. I want to see you again. *17 days of Palatine nomination*
See you soon.
I still love you. For another chance.
…)

And I love when Betsy’s still looking at Travis taxi until it gone. And the way Travis’s still looking at mirror until Betsy went safe in house. He rotate the mirror after she went inside home. I love the way Travis care about her. With a manner.

And those two sentences got me thinking for days. Remind me of my relationship with Mai. Cause I look for chances to see her again. Cause I love Mai so much.

So long. I love Mai. For so long. Taxi Driver‘s still stucked in my mind these days. Mai resemble Betsy (Cybill Shepherd) a lots. I can’t get get rid of her image out of my mind.
I keep thinking and thinking over and over and over again of the film ending. 

The jazz music with much of blue in it. When travis drive taxi at night, have jazz. When travis have a date with betsy, same jazz song. When the bastard hipster lie to poor little girl, saying he love her just to use her, jazz begin. And that jazz song play in the end, when Betsy sit in Travis taxi going home, her image through the mirror is so perfect. The jazz theme song cover so many emotions, depression, lie, love, happy, will, dark, isolation, madness, garbage, … etc.

I think about the last conversation the most. It’s kind of open ending. There are so many ways to explain those meanings. I notice every face expression, light, color, words.

Betsy: “Travis, How much was it?”
(How much money I have to pay ?
How much pain I have caused on you since then?
How much time did you take to recover from that pain?
How much time do we have so we will have another chance again?
How much time ?
… )Travis: “So long.”
(You don’t own me anything. That things I do for my love as always.
I am the one who caused pain on you, make you fear. You don’t have to pay anything. I didn’t accept who you are.
So long. I want to see you again. *17 days of Palatine nomination*
See you soon.
I still love you. For another chance.
…)

And I love when Betsy’s still looking at Travis taxi until it gone. And the way Travis’s still looking at mirror until Betsy went safe in house. He rotate the mirror after she went inside home. I love the way Travis care about her. With a manner.

And those two sentences got me thinking for days. Remind me of my relationship with Mai. Cause I look for chances to see her again. Cause I love Mai so much.

So long. I love Mai. For so long. Taxi Driver‘s still stucked in my mind these days. Mai resemble Betsy (Cybill Shepherd) a lots. I can’t get get rid of her image out of my mind.
I keep thinking and thinking over and over and over again of the film ending. 

The jazz music with much of blue in it. When travis drive taxi at night, have jazz. When travis have a date with betsy, same jazz song. When the bastard hipster lie to poor little girl, saying he love her just to use her, jazz begin. And that jazz song play in the end, when Betsy sit in Travis taxi going home, her image through the mirror is so perfect. The jazz theme song cover so many emotions, depression, lie, love, happy, will, dark, isolation, madness, garbage, … etc.

I think about the last conversation the most. It’s kind of open ending. There are so many ways to explain those meanings. I notice every face expression, light, color, words.

Betsy: “Travis, How much was it?”
(How much money I have to pay ?
How much pain I have caused on you since then?
How much time did you take to recover from that pain?
How much time do we have so we will have another chance again?
How much time ?
… )Travis: “So long.”
(You don’t own me anything. That things I do for my love as always.
I am the one who caused pain on you, make you fear. You don’t have to pay anything. I didn’t accept who you are.
So long. I want to see you again. *17 days of Palatine nomination*
See you soon.
I still love you. For another chance.
…)

And I love when Betsy’s still looking at Travis taxi until it gone. And the way Travis’s still looking at mirror until Betsy went safe in house. He rotate the mirror after she went inside home. I love the way Travis care about her. With a manner.

And those two sentences got me thinking for days. Remind me of my relationship with Mai. Cause I look for chances to see her again. Cause I love Mai so much.

So long. I love Mai. For so long. Taxi Driver‘s still stucked in my mind these days. Mai resemble Betsy (Cybill Shepherd) a lots. I can’t get get rid of her image out of my mind.
I keep thinking and thinking over and over and over again of the film ending. 

The jazz music with much of blue in it. When travis drive taxi at night, have jazz. When travis have a date with betsy, same jazz song. When the bastard hipster lie to poor little girl, saying he love her just to use her, jazz begin. And that jazz song play in the end, when Betsy sit in Travis taxi going home, her image through the mirror is so perfect. The jazz theme song cover so many emotions, depression, lie, love, happy, will, dark, isolation, madness, garbage, … etc.

I think about the last conversation the most. It’s kind of open ending. There are so many ways to explain those meanings. I notice every face expression, light, color, words.

Betsy: “Travis, How much was it?”
(How much money I have to pay ?
How much pain I have caused on you since then?
How much time did you take to recover from that pain?
How much time do we have so we will have another chance again?
How much time ?
… )Travis: “So long.”
(You don’t own me anything. That things I do for my love as always.
I am the one who caused pain on you, make you fear. You don’t have to pay anything. I didn’t accept who you are.
So long. I want to see you again. *17 days of Palatine nomination*
See you soon.
I still love you. For another chance.
…)

And I love when Betsy’s still looking at Travis taxi until it gone. And the way Travis’s still looking at mirror until Betsy went safe in house. He rotate the mirror after she went inside home. I love the way Travis care about her. With a manner.

And those two sentences got me thinking for days. Remind me of my relationship with Mai. Cause I look for chances to see her again. Cause I love Mai so much.

So long. I love Mai. For so long. Taxi Driver‘s still stucked in my mind these days. Mai resemble Betsy (Cybill Shepherd) a lots. I can’t get get rid of her image out of my mind.
I keep thinking and thinking over and over and over again of the film ending. 

The jazz music with much of blue in it. When travis drive taxi at night, have jazz. When travis have a date with betsy, same jazz song. When the bastard hipster lie to poor little girl, saying he love her just to use her, jazz begin. And that jazz song play in the end, when Betsy sit in Travis taxi going home, her image through the mirror is so perfect. The jazz theme song cover so many emotions, depression, lie, love, happy, will, dark, isolation, madness, garbage, … etc.

I think about the last conversation the most. It’s kind of open ending. There are so many ways to explain those meanings. I notice every face expression, light, color, words.

Betsy: “Travis, How much was it?”
(How much money I have to pay ?
How much pain I have caused on you since then?
How much time did you take to recover from that pain?
How much time do we have so we will have another chance again?
How much time ?
… )Travis: “So long.”
(You don’t own me anything. That things I do for my love as always.
I am the one who caused pain on you, make you fear. You don’t have to pay anything. I didn’t accept who you are.
So long. I want to see you again. *17 days of Palatine nomination*
See you soon.
I still love you. For another chance.
…)

And I love when Betsy’s still looking at Travis taxi until it gone. And the way Travis’s still looking at mirror until Betsy went safe in house. He rotate the mirror after she went inside home. I love the way Travis care about her. With a manner.

And those two sentences got me thinking for days. Remind me of my relationship with Mai. Cause I look for chances to see her again. Cause I love Mai so much.

So long. I love Mai. For so long. Taxi Driver‘s still stucked in my mind these days. Mai resemble Betsy (Cybill Shepherd) a lots. I can’t get get rid of her image out of my mind.
I keep thinking and thinking over and over and over again of the film ending. 

The jazz music with much of blue in it. When travis drive taxi at night, have jazz. When travis have a date with betsy, same jazz song. When the bastard hipster lie to poor little girl, saying he love her just to use her, jazz begin. And that jazz song play in the end, when Betsy sit in Travis taxi going home, her image through the mirror is so perfect. The jazz theme song cover so many emotions, depression, lie, love, happy, will, dark, isolation, madness, garbage, … etc.

I think about the last conversation the most. It’s kind of open ending. There are so many ways to explain those meanings. I notice every face expression, light, color, words.

Betsy: “Travis, How much was it?”
(How much money I have to pay ?
How much pain I have caused on you since then?
How much time did you take to recover from that pain?
How much time do we have so we will have another chance again?
How much time ?
… )Travis: “So long.”
(You don’t own me anything. That things I do for my love as always.
I am the one who caused pain on you, make you fear. You don’t have to pay anything. I didn’t accept who you are.
So long. I want to see you again. *17 days of Palatine nomination*
See you soon.
I still love you. For another chance.
…)

And I love when Betsy’s still looking at Travis taxi until it gone. And the way Travis’s still looking at mirror until Betsy went safe in house. He rotate the mirror after she went inside home. I love the way Travis care about her. With a manner.

And those two sentences got me thinking for days. Remind me of my relationship with Mai. Cause I look for chances to see her again. Cause I love Mai so much.

So long. I love Mai. For so long. Taxi Driver‘s still stucked in my mind these days. Mai resemble Betsy (Cybill Shepherd) a lots. I can’t get get rid of her image out of my mind.
I keep thinking and thinking over and over and over again of the film ending. 

The jazz music with much of blue in it. When travis drive taxi at night, have jazz. When travis have a date with betsy, same jazz song. When the bastard hipster lie to poor little girl, saying he love her just to use her, jazz begin. And that jazz song play in the end, when Betsy sit in Travis taxi going home, her image through the mirror is so perfect. The jazz theme song cover so many emotions, depression, lie, love, happy, will, dark, isolation, madness, garbage, … etc.

I think about the last conversation the most. It’s kind of open ending. There are so many ways to explain those meanings. I notice every face expression, light, color, words.

Betsy: “Travis, How much was it?”
(How much money I have to pay ?
How much pain I have caused on you since then?
How much time did you take to recover from that pain?
How much time do we have so we will have another chance again?
How much time ?
… )Travis: “So long.”
(You don’t own me anything. That things I do for my love as always.
I am the one who caused pain on you, make you fear. You don’t have to pay anything. I didn’t accept who you are.
So long. I want to see you again. *17 days of Palatine nomination*
See you soon.
I still love you. For another chance.
…)

And I love when Betsy’s still looking at Travis taxi until it gone. And the way Travis’s still looking at mirror until Betsy went safe in house. He rotate the mirror after she went inside home. I love the way Travis care about her. With a manner.

And those two sentences got me thinking for days. Remind me of my relationship with Mai. Cause I look for chances to see her again. Cause I love Mai so much.

So long. I love Mai. For so long. Taxi Driver‘s still stucked in my mind these days. Mai resemble Betsy (Cybill Shepherd) a lots. I can’t get get rid of her image out of my mind.
I keep thinking and thinking over and over and over again of the film ending. 

The jazz music with much of blue in it. When travis drive taxi at night, have jazz. When travis have a date with betsy, same jazz song. When the bastard hipster lie to poor little girl, saying he love her just to use her, jazz begin. And that jazz song play in the end, when Betsy sit in Travis taxi going home, her image through the mirror is so perfect. The jazz theme song cover so many emotions, depression, lie, love, happy, will, dark, isolation, madness, garbage, … etc.

I think about the last conversation the most. It’s kind of open ending. There are so many ways to explain those meanings. I notice every face expression, light, color, words.

Betsy: “Travis, How much was it?”
(How much money I have to pay ?
How much pain I have caused on you since then?
How much time did you take to recover from that pain?
How much time do we have so we will have another chance again?
How much time ?
… )Travis: “So long.”
(You don’t own me anything. That things I do for my love as always.
I am the one who caused pain on you, make you fear. You don’t have to pay anything. I didn’t accept who you are.
So long. I want to see you again. *17 days of Palatine nomination*
See you soon.
I still love you. For another chance.
…)

And I love when Betsy’s still looking at Travis taxi until it gone. And the way Travis’s still looking at mirror until Betsy went safe in house. He rotate the mirror after she went inside home. I love the way Travis care about her. With a manner.

And those two sentences got me thinking for days. Remind me of my relationship with Mai. Cause I look for chances to see her again. Cause I love Mai so much.

So long. I love Mai. For so long. Taxi Driver‘s still stucked in my mind these days. Mai resemble Betsy (Cybill Shepherd) a lots. I can’t get get rid of her image out of my mind.
I keep thinking and thinking over and over and over again of the film ending. 

The jazz music with much of blue in it. When travis drive taxi at night, have jazz. When travis have a date with betsy, same jazz song. When the bastard hipster lie to poor little girl, saying he love her just to use her, jazz begin. And that jazz song play in the end, when Betsy sit in Travis taxi going home, her image through the mirror is so perfect. The jazz theme song cover so many emotions, depression, lie, love, happy, will, dark, isolation, madness, garbage, … etc.

I think about the last conversation the most. It’s kind of open ending. There are so many ways to explain those meanings. I notice every face expression, light, color, words.

Betsy: “Travis, How much was it?”
(How much money I have to pay ?
How much pain I have caused on you since then?
How much time did you take to recover from that pain?
How much time do we have so we will have another chance again?
How much time ?
… )Travis: “So long.”
(You don’t own me anything. That things I do for my love as always.
I am the one who caused pain on you, make you fear. You don’t have to pay anything. I didn’t accept who you are.
So long. I want to see you again. *17 days of Palatine nomination*
See you soon.
I still love you. For another chance.
…)

And I love when Betsy’s still looking at Travis taxi until it gone. And the way Travis’s still looking at mirror until Betsy went safe in house. He rotate the mirror after she went inside home. I love the way Travis care about her. With a manner.

And those two sentences got me thinking for days. Remind me of my relationship with Mai. Cause I look for chances to see her again. Cause I love Mai so much.

So long. I love Mai. For so long.

Taxi Driver‘s still stucked in my mind these days. Mai resemble Betsy (Cybill Shepherd) a lots. I can’t get get rid of her image out of my mind.
I keep thinking and thinking over and over and over again of the film ending.

The jazz music with much of blue in it. When travis drive taxi at night, have jazz. When travis have a date with betsy, same jazz song. When the bastard hipster lie to poor little girl, saying he love her just to use her, jazz begin. And that jazz song play in the end, when Betsy sit in Travis taxi going home, her image through the mirror is so perfect. The jazz theme song cover so many emotions, depression, lie, love, happy, will, dark, isolation, madness, garbage, … etc.

I think about the last conversation the most. It’s kind of open ending. There are so many ways to explain those meanings. I notice every face expression, light, color, words.

Betsy: “Travis, How much was it?”
(How much money I have to pay ?
How much pain I have caused on you since then?
How much time did you take to recover from that pain?
How much time do we have so we will have another chance again?
How much time ?
… )
Travis: “So long.”
(You don’t own me anything. That things I do for my love as always.
I am the one who caused pain on you, make you fear. You don’t have to pay anything. I didn’t accept who you are.
So long. I want to see you again. *17 days of Palatine nomination*
See you soon.
I still love you. For another chance.
…)

And I love when Betsy’s still looking at Travis taxi until it gone. And the way Travis’s still looking at mirror until Betsy went safe in house. He rotate the mirror after she went inside home. I love the way Travis care about her. With a manner.

And those two sentences got me thinking for days. Remind me of my relationship with Mai. Cause I look for chances to see her again. Cause I love Mai so much.

So long. I love Mai. For so long.

♫♫♪♪♪♪♫♪♪♫♪♪♪♫♪♪ “All alone” ♫♫♫♪♪♫♪♪♫ ♫♫♪♪♪♪♫♪♪♫♪♪♪♫♪♪ “All alone” ♫♫♫♪♪♫♪♪♫ ♫♫♪♪♪♪♫♪♪♫♪♪♪♫♪♪ “All alone” ♫♫♫♪♪♫♪♪♫

♪ “All alone”